So, you want to have a baby?
This question has been asked to me a lot recently. In all honesty it makes me giggle. Mostly because if I was you I would want to know too. I totally understand why people would want to know. Unless you're one of my closest tribe members then I probably haven't shared with you about the way God slowly changed my heart over the last year and a half. Some friends have been brave and straight up asked me. Whether it's out of concern or out of curiosity it's no different to me. So, do I even want to have a baby? In short, ABSOLUTELY. For the longest time I never thought that I was made to have, or even desired to have children. I knew what baby fever was, but I never felt it or even desired it. This didn't bother me. I mean let's be real, I didn't even think I wanted to get married, let alone did I know if I wanted to become a mother one day. To give you an example of how extreme I was about kids though- when Matt and I were just talking long distance I aske...